STUPID me!!!

I mee this guy at my scholl when im in form 2. I know this guy and mula suke kat dye coz dye ni sorang yg funny,baek,nakal and always make me laugh...and then I mule rpat nan dye. Lme2 dye pon ckp dye suke nan I. So,at the beginning I and dye sbagai adek bradek. Aq sayang dye sgt...ingat lagi mse 27/1/2008,I declare nan dye..we love each other and byk kenangan manis I nan dye..ingat jugak dye la lelaki yang buat hidup I perfect and rse di hargai...Things yang pling sweet dye penah buat adlh melutut depan I and bagi cincin... Oh at that time tuhan saje yang tahu betapa gembiranya dan rasa di sayangi sgt.


After that, time is running and I still nan dye...until dye pindah skol coz of some reason. Dye kua skol and dok at kl umh... dye kua mcm 2 je and x smpat ckp ape2 yang terakhir...But dye x pnh lupakan aq mse dye at kl....Dye penah pos teddy bear at aq...and I drop my tears coz aq sgt tharu....

But ade satu mase aq pnh clash nan dye coz dye ckp dye alone at sne....I trima hakikat coz aq twu dye jnis lelaki yg always must be appreciate and someone must caring wit him...I alone at sni coz I cannot stop thinking bout him..i cannot...!!!

And pada 14/4/2010, dye mntak declare nan aq blk..aq yg sntiasa tunggu dye accept him...but after dye mntk blk..I notice something at dye...dye dh laen nan aq...dh x mcm dulu...and what I notice before is true...

But smue tu I anggap perkara biasa...then...satu hari....dye dtg jb coz ad event at skol I...I think...all my dreams come true coz I dh 9 bulan x jmpe dye...oh..my heart mcm nak tcabot ble jmpe dye in front of my eyes...and then something happen between us mse dye dtg....and that thing change everything....(bialah aq nan dye je twu ape yg berlaku)....
OH...my fwen ckp dye smoke blakang aq...at that time I x sangke plk la...dye twu aq x ske..tapi dye smoke jgk...oh..I hate liar...

Sminggu lps tu..dy mntak clash nan aq...coz ade reason yg bwt I rse tkejot but I trime akhirnya...
Lps dye clash nan aq..aq dh sedar..dye ni guy yg mcm mne...but..now..I fight wit my feeling utk lpekan dye and try to meet d new guy...but bwat mse ni...ssh tok aq lpekan dye stelah 1 tahon,7 bulan aq nan dye...but...i x twu dye mcm mne skang...dye pon dh jmpe gurl yg dye idamkan kot..(uhu) tapi aq still sayang dye sgt...STUPID ME!!!